Love by the brick road ♥

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Wow. It has been such a long time.

Last week was Glamnation, tonight it's gonna be a RIOT!


If you know who's coming here tonight, you'll know what I mean. If not, doooooood stay updated!

follow me on twitter to find out what's up! http://www.twitter.com/supersumei *clicky*

What does?

TIME!

Homaigods it's already OCTOBER!!!

I have obviously been ignoring my poor dear little pretty bloggie...Many people have been bugging me to ban ban seng update this sad space that needs a serious word vomit workout.

Previous few posts were mentioning about entering the first half of 2010. And now we're already going to reach to the end pretty damn soon.

And soon I gotta close down my blog since we all gonna mati hangus in 2012 eh? :)

Soooo how is everyone doing? It has been mighty hot these days no? I returned to the land of makan fest in late July, it was quite a fiesta actually, my arrival.

But first, I shalt tell ya'll what have I been up to so far this year.

I have gone on diet and ate well.


Went back to sinfully delightful nomnoms because,hell, life is abut enjoying is it not?


Ate more.


Opened my eyes to new things,


Opened my eyes to MORE things that is wearable and gorgeous,


Stuffed me face more,


Then going to my weekly exercise on Thursdays at Zouk ;) It's all about balance ma! healthy lifestyle! During my exercise I hydrate myself with something that gets me high and pumping and energised ;) ;)


Owned a boat and took it for a ride (read: A ride)


All in all I've been enjoying and loving life and all the ups and downs it throws.


More to come!!!

Meanwhile, don't fall ill like me, that's why I have to go oi oi right now :( I shall update another day. I've got shitloads.

Don't get too mischievous, cuz I'm not part of it *wink*

With love xx

You don't know me, so shut up.

I love this song soooo much, I can really really relate to this!!

Really describes alot about me..

Yes, I do club. Yes I do drink. Yes I do dance, usually with friends and people who wanna dance with me.

I don't go home with those people, that is just fucked up. I go home with my friends safely. Even if I say this, you'll just go on judging me right?

I'm just there to have a good awesome time with my friends. The way I enjoy, may not be the same as the way you enjoy. Just because I drink and club, doesn't mean I'm a slut okay =.=

Look up the dictionary for the word slut kthx.

Just because girls dress sexily, flaunt it like they do, dance like they do, doesn't mean they are looking for trouble ok. It is because they know and want to strut their stuff, be in the limelight, and just have a good time.

Don't say such things like " oh she wear so sexily,dance like slut like that, guys rape her also she ask for it wan wat."

That's really not fair. Then how? You want us to cover up from head to toe like those gorgeous Arabian ladies to club ar? No offense la but it's damnnnnn hot inside.

" Then wear bikini la? Go naked la! you like to show off right?"

==.... Please use your brain. You're not making sense at all. Nuff said.

" cannot defend yourself already leh?"

Bikini also got time and place to wear them. Your brain also got time and place to use it. Which is now.

The point is, it's not a bad thing for girls like me who likes clubbing. I dance like there's nobody in the room. Whether I dance like a slut, or really super CMI , I don't care what you think.

In fact, I speak for all the girls who do club like there's no tomorrow. We don't care what you think! You don't know us, don't judge us.

Whatever it is, cannot control what you think also. At least can exercise your brain abit.

Nuff said. Video below! I love Miss A

with loooove, xoxo

New Layout coming soon! Sorry for the total lack of updates. Gonna be active again!

Wow, here we are at the second half of 2010.

Hey 2010, why'd you have to make me leave Switzerland so fast?
Before coming here, after all the stress and procrastinating to pack my luggage, it sunk in that I will be 984759875984759834753459w45 miles away from home. My comfort zone. My life. My lovelies.
It's enough to terrify any young person till he/she pees in her/his pants/skirts.

But now here I am, soon to finish my 6 month training in a hotel whose staff speaks German and Swiss German, not so much of English, in a foreign land, soon to graduate with an actual certificate, and definitely a quite different me.


I have learnt so much since I came here, much of the things I don't think I can learn if I am still in Malaysia. Being in Switzerland really opened my eyes, made me realise I can do so much more and step out of my shadow instead of being comfortable in one place and not use my brain until it rots.

Not that I am using much of it lah sometimes :P
The point is, I wouldn't have realised that love doesn't solve everything, and damn, you don't need love.
You might be saying " This girl so high maintenance, must go to 2384732985473298579754 miles away from home just to learn and realise that?? "


I would actually agree with you. More of the latter of course, though I do admit that I *can* be high maintenance sometimes. I can be a diva if things don't go my way.

Ok I'm totally digressing. Anyhoos, I am different now.
The first half of 2010 may destroy a little part of me, but what doesn't kill you will make you stronger now innit? It's also true what they say, you never know what you have until it is gone.

My family and close friends were away from me when I left Malaysia, I'm not saying I didn't appreciate them when I was there of course, but not having them physically by my side, yet I am still receiving so much love from them, made me realise who should be in my life now and in the future, and who should be made peace with and be left behind in the past.


On another note, for those who are depressed while overseas, feeling like shit because they have no friends in school, or they feel lonely because their family isn't here and all that........ (I do know people who are like that.)

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MAN UP.

DEAL WITH IT.

You are your own god damn destiny. Nobody shapes your future but you. The people around you and your life are there to just guide you, and maybe nudge you to the 'right' path along the way in life. But nobody does it better than YOU. Yes, the journey to your destiny may be rough, beaten to the ground even, but it makes reaching your destiny all worth it.

I haven't reached my destiny yet, whatever it is, but I am enjoying and taking in whatever comes my way.

Life is not all sugary and colourful all the time. It's got thorns, needles, and broken glasses and bits in it as well. Take it in, deal with it, and move on towards your path again. It's all part and parcel of your motherfcking life.

I am learning, both the hard ways and the easy ways, I have had numerous failures so far, I fell and fell and fell, but I had no choice but to climb back up. The hole is a horrible place to be in, it just suckssssssssssssssss and suucksss.


As cliche as this might sound, Life is short. It really is. Life is too short to dwell on things that are a total kiljoy, it is too short to remember the anger and the pain. Channel that anger and the pain to something colourful.

Little things like a dog rolling in the grass, or a cloud that looks like an elephant, makes a world of a difference. Suddenly, the reason why you're angry or upset seems foolish.
The world is hauntingly beautiful, and so are you.

So smile, and the world will smile with you.



ps:

That big great speech up there, I admit I'm a bit of a hypocrite. Because now I'm annoyed that Twitter is over capacity!!!!!!!!! Darn that damn whale!!!! Go away lah I wanna update my Twitter!! RAWRRR!!!!

*cough*

with love as always! xx

SMILE LIKE THIS! Although I look like s*hai here.